Box of Lies

Box of Lies

She gave me a box full of lies,

clothed with her bleeding heart in disguise,

trapping me, begging to fulfill her undisclosed desires.

She masks her rotting heart by feinting pain,

chaining my sanity to her demands,

selfishly eating my soul away

She won't let anyone touch her heart,

just let me be! I'll rid of you when I'm done,

she'll be done after she rips my soul apart,

just to entertain her dying heart.

be wary of her heart,

once broken by a man,

 so is her trust.

be wary of opening her box full of broken dreams and desires,

she might be just toying with you, that poor little liar.

أعمى

right there laying in front of your eyes,
all the truth you need underneath black ice

all the white noises screeching out a disguise,
piling it with nasty white lies

all the human commotion guise by suit and tie,
the bloodied hand gloved with a smile so wry

mountain of bodies, enthroned the pawn
the glass wall blinding the spawn

the ones who pull the strings need not waiver
for a swing of an ax only kills the puppet not the puppeteer

ego.

wake up in the middle of the night hoping you'll be by my side,

who cares what other people say, cause they can what they say but the matters grey,

i don't mind at all if i fall, i fall hard on the face,

i get up on the sunrise never felt so out of place,

strap up its gonna be a bumpy ride,

full of men with pride,

getting lost for no cause, bitching who has the biggest flaws for sure..

i don't mind at all if i fall, i fall hard on the face,

i get up on the sunrise never felt so out of place,

ego,ego, your so ego,

ego, ego

I really don't care, I really don't want to know.

PlainJane

filling up the cup,
feeling it's half empty,
Spilled it on the floor feeling so guilty,
My mind and soul left the building; Presley

you gave the trust,
pushed away the lust and the past,
all you get in return is dust,
all the wasted times you had with frust

after several changes one to many,
you had enough, it was tough,
coping up was rough
stop

once bitten twice shy,
once broken, good bye.

Time heals what it can,
Time does not rid the touch of the man,

You get use it, Dried all the tears and heart,
You made a barrier that sets you apart.

Smile to all, Trust none.

wishful thinking

wishful thinking

there are times when a man is afraid of his own shadow,
lost all faith; the torso hollowed

when the boulder he bears felt so overbearing,
the earth that he stands on cracking

blood, sweat and tears felt so cheap,
the messy produce he sowed he reluctantly reaps,

the boulder he carries is ripping his shoulder wings,
the hope he thirst for evidently missing

the man had forgotten;
a proud man fallen

how you judge yourself is not by comparing with Gods
but by measuring the lost ones who shrivels into wilt pods

though bleeding, the man must mend,
he needs to repent

buckling his legs, gather the unused energy,
develop his own synergy

Plea if you must plea,
never flee

wishful thinking eases the sorrow, remember that everything that we have is borrowed

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Cukur Janggut
Terbantut.

Kalbu
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Sukar membawa diri

Rugi
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