This is a story of how
I got close to getting to a person that I wanted,
And how I threw it
all away…
Somehow it felt so
bittersweet rather than dismay,
She was somehow a
motivation,
Something that I look
up to almost like devotion,
The day I met her was
my darkest days,
I had no faith in
myself or anything else,
You are a flower
amongst the rubbles,
You kept yourself
intact no matter how much the world changes,
You did what I never
did,
You analyse and adapt
and bring it in your own colour,
Showing that you can
be who you are; a universal truth that speaks for the speechless,
It’s funny how I try
to always catch up to you,
It’s like grasping
the stars in the heavens,
So close yet so far…
It seems that Faith
has kept our strands intertwined for some time,
You seemed to not
realised that I have grown fond of you all those time,
They say when you
love someone you let it go,
Give them a chance to
grow,
It is really hard to
let you go,
Since all we had to
talk was always business and assignments that are on the go,
I realised it when we
went our separate ways and my head was in a mush,
I guess that’s why
they call it a crush…
One day I reflect
upon my feelings,
Should I tell you how
I feel, is it right?
A small voice laughs
when this question arises,
You know what is
wrong and what is right,
Do what is best,
I nodded solemnly
without contest
I wish you all the best in your future
endeavours,
I’ll swallow my ego
and accept Life as it is if there’s no such thing as us,
No matter what
happens next I still wish you the best,
As I begin to see
that the world is no jest,
I’m burying my
crushed heart with full hearted laughs and smiles,
But at night I sleep
by talking to the Moon,
Hoping to ease my way
to deep slumber,
No matter what
happens now,
I’ll live my life and
pave my way to my final Destination.
You are and always are
my Godsend inspiration…
