wishful thinking

wishful thinking

there are times when a man is afraid of his own shadow,
lost all faith; the torso hollowed

when the boulder he bears felt so overbearing,
the earth that he stands on cracking

blood, sweat and tears felt so cheap,
the messy produce he sowed he reluctantly reaps,

the boulder he carries is ripping his shoulder wings,
the hope he thirst for evidently missing

the man had forgotten;
a proud man fallen

how you judge yourself is not by comparing with Gods
but by measuring the lost ones who shrivels into wilt pods

though bleeding, the man must mend,
he needs to repent

buckling his legs, gather the unused energy,
develop his own synergy

Plea if you must plea,
never flee

wishful thinking eases the sorrow, remember that everything that we have is borrowed

Kalbu Menjerit

Ah Kalut Serabut,
Cukur Janggut
Terbantut.

Kalbu
Resah Gelisah
Sukar membawa diri

Rugi
Makan Diri
Baruku nak Study

Esok Sudah Tiba
Rabak giler
Finals

Tali sudah disimpul
Dia Muncul
Mati

Masa
Diperlekehkan Jua
Rugi sungguh Manusia

Azam Tahun Baru
Hanya Impian
Bajingan

Hentikan segala Jeritan,
Hentikan tangisan,
Teruskan

Berjuang,
Sampai Hilang,
Tinggalkan Kenangan Manisan.

It's Just The First.

Otak sudah rapuh,
Minda sudah lumpuh,
apa ku belajar ini?
ku bangun malam bangun pagi,
dek kelawar dan burung hantu,
every night I walk home, jumping off when "I hear ah choo"
the Morning sun my Moon so bright,
the Night Moon my Sun, accompanying me walking alone like everything's alright

we hustle, we push, we thrive,
call us masochistic, coz we need stress for us to strive
I know I might be tired out, flat out, burn out,
but all I know is that I'll get out of this waterspout,

Cash Rules Everything Around Me said Brother Wu,
Like y'all know he is who,
disagree with me,
get in line with all the haters who's been knocking on the shell that is empty,

BMW, Mercedes, Ferrari,
aku bawa korang datang kemari,
EX5, Proton, Myvi
mereka semua lari,
tak salah kan apa ku kata tentang money?

Motif hidup jangan diolah,
Janganlah tersentak, terkedu, gelabah,
My bark currently is harder than my bite,
I'm running out of ideas to write after this bait.

Semua orang stress, letops gedang gedababom!
Masa depan kita takleh predict yo but satu soalan kepada lu bro, dah solat ke belom?
Buat yang termampu, biar arang jadi abu,
Give an all out best, the effort is the most important than results I confess.

Amphi ku tak menang award ku tetap puas,
dalam hati ku kami telah buat yang terbest,

That testifies the journey, the effort is what we remember,
Do yourselves proud and remind yourself what you signed up on September.

Roti Canai; Sebuah Kehidupan

Roti Canai; Roti Kehidupan

Aku diuli, penuh rapi, minyak sapi,

Aku direjam, penuh kejam, oleh lembaga Hitam,

Aku dihentam, ditenyeh-tenyeh, oleh dia yang tersengih-sengih,

Dilipat ketat, penuh mampat,

Dicampak ke alam baru; hitam sunyi, haru biru

Dibalik-balik kan, hingga badanku garing kekeringan,

Sudah siap, ku ditepuk; Pap-pap!

Hidangnya aku dengan dalca atau kari (ikutlah suka hati)

Dihidangkan kepada Dia, yang telah lama menanti

Hati Muda

Ketuk Pinyu Hati tanpa kunci,
Mengacau tuan rumah dengan nyalakan simpati,
jikalau tuan tidak sudi,
jangan mengharap pintu dibukanya sampai mati,

Kalau meminati jangan membabi buta jatuh jua,
kalau diminati jangan disangka semua peminat itu buaya,
jangan perasan anda hebat,
semua akan mati, nama akan jua dipahat,

Yang tua dihormati bukan merasakan diri dikuli,
mereka sudah merasa hidup punya asam garam,
kami semua masih mentah, tak sedar diri,
kurangkan muka yang sentiasa masam

Boleh kata tidak suka,
kalau pandai takpe juga,
kalau masih bodoh sila belajar usah menggila,
walaupun salah, akan dikatakan netul jua,
jika tidak pandai menyimpul suara, melaga lidah,

Kami masih muda,
Kena belajar menyusun suara,
Pandai membuka langkah, jangan semua kita memangkah,
jangan disangka baik terus kita punggah,
siasat, siasat, siasat,
jangan sesat, nanti jadi bangsat.

3YearOneShot

I'm ill give me my pill,
I'm sick with the uncertainty, procrastinating blindly,
living with all this helter skelter
full of bullshits and lies of the happily ever after,
I'm broke so bad that my legs are blooming with infections,
Ain't crying just regretting that all I see here are deceptions,
All around here I feel everyone is so Kiasu, damn F U,
Can't you help or you're just without the skill to teach
but hell you can preach,
you look hungry, here have this peach,
This is what you call giving something you don't usually do.
Listen out, don't give me that pout,
I'm here, your here, for one moment,
One chance, One Opportunity, One moment
I help you, You help me, no commitment,
If we meet again, hats off to me and to you,
By that time lets hope we're not begging or getting
but rather giving.

Pink Typing

2013

where I become a late-teen,

pretty much everything's around me changing,

now I'm in USM studying in Quantity Surveying.

Well not exactly,

for the first semester I believe I'm gonna be studying Archi,

most definitely.

Other than that there's EnviroScience, BuiltEnviro, Constructions and Economy,

Some of the lectures are nice and mind-friendly

but some are just Z Z Z.

Now I'm having a fever with a sore neck,

drank some Nestum thinking it might give my mind a break,

Insomnia's not giving a damn about it though as it's striking back,

I wish I started working out my leg.

Tomorrows class starts at 9,

I have a face that looks like it had suffered famine

listening to Royals to invite to my slumber,

Dear Lord, give me life after sleep for I am not ready for the hereafter.