Cinta Buta

Emosi membutakan diri kepada realiti…

Mengendahkan dunia yang ku rela untuk tidak mengerti,

Diriku lemas dalam lautan fantasi,

Bila dikau dan aku bersama..

Keyakinan diriku dipatahkan seribu,

Kesejukan kesengsaraan menusuk dalam kalbu,

Apabila kau hilang dari dunia fizikal yang tipu,

Otak ku sudah tepu…

Diriku lagi tiada kerelaan

Badanku mengharapkan kehangatan…

Hatiku mendambakan kesayangan..

Aku mengharap kau dating semula,

Aku harap diriku dapat diterima,

Maafkan diriku yang lemah dan sederhana..

Ku harap kita akan bertemu semula di alam yang fana..

Do Or Die

DO OR DIE

The Hand is pressing harder on me,

I can feel it's palm pressing firmly on my back,

Unable to breathe freely,

Reminiscing those days before I lost track.

The Hand that is pressing on my back is pushing me further,'I can feel my nose grinding on the floor,

Tear drops began pouring as the pain becomes unbearable,

Till I collapse, Till I crack, Till I Die,

I will try, try, and try...

Till my body relieves me of my constant sighs,

Do not give up says I,

This Is Do Or Die...

scars

These Tears, These Scars,

They Tell Stories of My LIFE,

All my HIGHS

All my LOWS

These Scars, These Tears

are the product of blood sweat and experiences

The GOOD ones

the BAD ones

they all share a story worth telling

I lost my WINGS, lost my FANGS

traded them to a new life

in hopes of a new start, 

a new LIGHT

These Tears, These Scars

Might have frozen my heart with SORROW,

my mind bored HOLLOW,

no one else for me to FOLLOW,

guide me thy God with the body I BORROW

These Scars, These Tears,

they will never heal,

they remain until revealed,

a heart full of punctures

a mind full of ruptures

I see LIGHT

I see it BRIGHT

but will I ever get there?

without God's MIGHT

without any FIGHT

will I ever get it RIGHT?

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

it was never unseen but it was heard,

those tears that were emitted but the rain clouds hide it with their thunder

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

the sufferings they suffer day and night,

all we had to suffer was the nightmares that we fright

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

those 5 duties they did,

without any complaints nor sighs even though their lives are on the line

we prolonged our duties due to procrastination of time

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

while they were young all they know is sorrow

while we were young we hasted with trends to follow

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

those tears shed for their unknown fathers and mothers

our tears shed cuz we can't get what we were lustfully after

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

they fight for the real rights,

while we are here squabbling over who's might is right,

Blue, Red, Green, Yellow

telling people they are the best to follow

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

they don't care for our help

they don't care fighting with rocks against bullets,

when they die only the spiteful gleefully yelps,

when they die, they die as saints

but we?

pouvez-vous entendre les larmes?

when we offered help all they said was,

pray for us

and help yourselves

after we win,

we'll join you.

unity must exist within

or else those tears are just some residue

something we read for our emotional pleasures,

something we read so we don't feel any displeasure.

don't let our cousin's tears go to waste,

we are out of time so make haste,

do not let our trust be misplaced,

to God we begin with and to God we will face

When I See That Colour

When I See That Colour

I can't see any bright flowers or the colour of your purse ,

Because it breaks me and renders me powerless,

Still trying to forget bout you with all my power,

but I feel myself breaking when I see that Colour...

Everyday I try to live a life without fear,

Waking up with a smile, grinning without care,

but when I saw what that girl was wearing,

I feel like my heart is breaking,

Automatically bittersweet memories reminded me about you

Still trying to forget bout you with all my power,

but I feel myself breaking when I see that Colour...

Felt like we had it, 

Thought we were destined,

Never knew you were that way,

You managed to took half of me when you walk out to my dismay,

Still trying to forget bout you with all my power,

but I feel myself breaking when I see that Colour...

I wish I was colour blind so I'll never be reminded of you,

Your Eyes, Your Laugh, Your Smile its all embedded in this colour,

I wish I never met you,

I wish I never had given you that Flower..

Still trying to forget bout you with all my power,

but I feel myself breaking when I see that Colour...

Do I still love You I ask myself every single day,

My Parents said that you were just another shadow in my day,

Something that will die out soon when night arrives,

What they had never knew was that you were my drive,

Something I wake up everyday for, something that I wanted to strive...

Damn...

I wish I never met you,

I wish I never had given you that Flower..

Still trying to forget bout you with all my power,

but I feel myself breaking when I see that Colour...

Practically Clueless

This is a story of how I got close to getting to a person that I wanted,

And how I threw it all away…

Somehow it felt so bittersweet rather than dismay,

She was somehow a motivation,

Something that I look up to almost like devotion,

The day I met her was my darkest days,

I had no faith in myself or anything else,

You are a flower amongst the rubbles,

You kept yourself intact no matter how much the world changes,

You did what I never did,

You analyse and adapt and bring it in your own colour,

Showing that you can be who you are; a universal truth that speaks for the speechless,

It’s funny how I try to always catch up to you,

It’s like grasping the stars in the heavens,

So close yet so far…

It seems that Faith has kept our strands intertwined for some time,

You seemed to not realised that I have grown fond of you all those time,

They say when you love someone you let it go,

Give them a chance to grow,

It is really hard to let you go,

Since all we had to talk was always business and assignments that are on the go,

I realised it when we went our separate ways and my head was in a mush,

I guess that’s why they call it a crush…

One day I reflect upon my feelings,

Should I tell you how I feel, is it right?

A small voice laughs when this question arises,

You know what is wrong and what is right,

Do what is best,

I nodded solemnly without contest

 I wish you all the best in your future endeavours,

I’ll swallow my ego and accept Life as it is if there’s no such thing as us,

No matter what happens next I still wish you the best,

As I begin to see that the world is no jest,

I’m burying my crushed heart with full hearted laughs and smiles,

But at night I sleep by talking to the Moon,

Hoping to ease my way to deep slumber,

No matter what happens now,

I’ll live my life and pave my way to my final Destination.

You are and always are my Godsend inspiration…

Secret Admirer

give me a beat, give me a smile, give me a chance to stay awhile,

everyday every time every chance I would get,

I'll see your color so I won't forget,

Now that we've gone our separate ways,

I hope that you'll be okay

give me a beat, give me a smile, give me a chance to stay awhile,

Oh Tuhan yang Maha Menyayangi,

Kau Cucurilah rahmat Mu kepadanya yang baik hati,

Supaya dia sentiasa happy..

give me a beat, give me a smile, give me a chance to stay awhile,

Everyday, Monday to Sunday,

I would never want you to feel dismay,

It feels like I'm drowning in a sea of rain,

When I know that You are in pain

Oh Tuhan! Yang Maha Menyayangi,

Kau Rahmatilah si Dia yang baik hati,

Berkatilah perpisahan kami,

Berkatilah perjumpaan kami

Berkatilah diriku ini,

Berkatilah jodoh kami,

Berkatilah hubungan kami

Berkatilah hubungan kami

Berkatilah cintaku yang murni

give me a beat, give me a smile, give me a chance to stay awhile...